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Jessica <3
12 May 2010 @ 12:00 am
I have officially moved to vengeful_memory


Also, leave a comment on the FO post please, so I know you added me =]

thanks! Its been fun here, but this name was made as a gag and I'm honestly tired of people thinking its meant to be dirty, so I HAD to switch.


so add me at vengeful_memory

Jessica <3
09 May 2010 @ 09:58 pm
Yes, I do exsist, I promise.

I'm having a moment right now. I haven't allowed myself to be upset over Alex's death since the day it actually happened. I happened to stumble across a picture of him, being his normal smiley self, and its hurting pretty bad now. I know he'd probably scold me right now ("I'm nothing to cry over, kiddo.") but he has to know how important he was, and how many lives he's touched. Its hard NOT to cry.

But anyway.

Grades come out soon...I'm super nervous about that. I dont think I did very well. I need to attend summer school for the sole purpose of raising my amount of hours in my freshman year of college, but I really don't want to have to take it based on grades too. I need to pay better attention next semester, thats for sure.

Also, I quit my awful job at Subway and have returned to Build a Bear, where I'm totally happy. Greatest move ever!

And uh, hey guys! Its been like 4543 years since I've updated this. How's life?

Jessica <3
20 March 2010 @ 09:53 pm

Pictures from Disney!!! Please look and tell me what you think <3

Disney 2010 = Best ever! I love you Cyndi<3 ( dropsofstars )
Jessica <3
08 March 2010 @ 10:56 pm
Today, I got a call around 2:00pm that one of my best best friends named Alex Wright was killed in a car wreck on his way to Indiana. He died on impact, and his mother is in the hospital in critical condition.

I can't breathe. I miss him like fucking crazy. I don't know what to do with myself. I ache so badly right now, and its only still setting in. I've been crying for five hours straight and I just...can't do anything without thinking about him. I seriously thought of him as if he were my older brother and I love him dearly.

Rest in peace Alex. We love you <3
Jessica <3
02 September 2009 @ 08:47 am
I wake up this morning to a wonderful email that says:


WHAT THE FUCK. I'll never get this fucking book. Just fucking forget it.

As if today couldn't get any worse as it is.

I woke up extremely late, I feel like fucking 23434 bricks landed on me, I have a cold that is pretty nasty, I got my period unexpectedly and now I'm in huge amounts of pain, and I have 4 classes I have to sit through today. Three of which I need to run to in order to not be late.


I'm fucking done.
Jessica <3
18 April 2009 @ 07:15 pm
I am really sad. I had a great day, but I feel empty.

Maybe its hormones right now?

Either way I'm really depressed.

Anyone care to cheer me up? Spam and stupidity is encouraged! make me change from D: --to-- :D that!


Jessica <3
14 August 2008 @ 12:20 pm


Hey guys, this is my new journal, and I've made it friends only for a few reasons.

Add me if you'd like. I pretty much love everyone. Just please be sure to leave a comment because honestly, I don't check my own userinfo page that much. Thank you.

Oh, and my writing journal is dirty_desiresx if you are interested in reading my fanfic ^^

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